Friday, September 30, 2005
hMm.. shall not use green and yellow again.. that time use le gib val scold.. *shake head* i use purple!!! hahaa.. ivy!!!! =s..hMm.. next mon exams le.. lol.. faster take the exams!! then can play le~ i want to sing kbox.. i want to take neoprints.. i want to eat pizzas.. i want to eat seoul garden.. i want to watch movies.. i want to play maplestory again..i want to go chalet.. i want to hab bbq.. i want to celebrate christmas.. wheee!! so many things want to do.. haha.. ehh.. bt back to the subject again.. i am still not prepared for the exams.. so many things nv touch.. -__-" good luck to everybody k.. <-- everyone is saying this in their blogs.. =stoday.. half day! whee!!.. ppl went to jp to have lunch.. me? i stayed at home to sleep.. lol.. so sleepy.. today dodge ball.. -__-" went to riffle range.. ncc di pan k.lol.. juz jk.. =s.. recalled the times when we used to practise our mass dance there.. si en xian..he promised us if we win the competition he will treat us to seoul garden.. liar! lol.. i grouped wif andrew seok hui may.. blind also noe i don't nid do anything rite. which is true mah..i juz standed aside. lol.. then okie la. got help seok hui and wy pass ard a little.. si jh ar.. want to hit me so much.. -_-"mdm hua showed us the new format today.. omg.. realli no nid study le lehz.. to me i think its a gd thing.. cause no nid spend time to bei zhao ju le!! hee.. bt.. i think not enough time lorz!! got so many passages to do.. one passage already can do until siao le.. imagine muz do so many.. crazy 1 lehz.. -__-.. can feel that now realli no1 listens to mdm hua's lessons that much le.. as compared to last time.. almost every lesson andrew will be sleeping..-__-" wif his thick black glasses drooping down frm his nose.. hahhaha.. *roll on the floor* everytime c him sleep so funny 1 lehz.. -_-" then.. realli la.. u juz look at every1's bo chup expression can c no 1 is interested in listening.. sad lehz.. i mean if i was hua lao shi.. *can hear ppl jeering me for acting guai already* =s i would be disappointed.. its like standing in front talking to the wall like an idiot..lol..nowadays 93.3 keep playing the yi ge ren shen huo song.. dunno y sia.. so long then enthu this song.. slow lehz.. =s.. Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
*Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile,
a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
*chorus*
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
Im ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you Because of you
thanks andrew for the song.. =D
LemOn teA ^___~
8:40 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
grrr.. actually i wanted to memorise my geog today.. bt i forgot to bring back my geog textbook!! argghh.. how forgetful can i get.. who free can remind me to bring back the textbook home tml? =s.. so i went to study ss again.. so sick of memorising.. i rather do maths the whole day then to memorise things..cause.. at least maths when u think and think and think, and u finally get the solution, there is a very great sense of achievement! lol.. things to do this week :
finish ss and geog..
practise maths
start writing 1 or 2 compos
read thru the chi shou ce. -__-
possible? no.. plus. there are class tests too.. lol.. ehh.. i haven't touch phyics yet.. plan to juz read tru the tys the day b4 the exam.. =s.. i really don't understand the phyics concept lorz.. so chim.. not that mr teo teaches badly.. in fact he is one of the best teacher i have seen.. bt.. i juz don't like his subject.. -__-" sorry vanessa!!! haix.. no one is online rite now..guess every1 muz be studying very hard.. ky ar.. edwin ar.. esther ar.. huiting ar.. all sick.. so cham.. muz take care ar..lol..hMm.. okie shall type my exposition here.. too bored. =s..
Freedom--- what every teenager wants and needs. Parents nowadays should really learn to be more open minded. They have to realise that teenagers should be treated like young adults and not small children.
Keeping them at home would do no good for the teenagers. One who is always kept indoors would become anti-social as he or she don't get the chance to interact with people.
I remembered an incident that happened last year. I told my father that i needed to go to my friend's house for a project. He insisted that i must reach home in three hours' time as that was more then enough to do a project. Moreover, i have to call back home every now and then to "report" to my father.
Unnecessary stress was added and this occurs everytime i am outside. No wonder there are more and more cases of teenagers running away from homes and commiting sucides.
Teenagers would definitely not benefit if they are held too tightly by the string. Parents should learn to let loose a little and make their children's chilhood a carefree one. =)
yeah!! a topic which is close to my heart.. =s.. the english is poor i noe.. bt nvm la.. -__-"
LemOn teA ^___~
3:16 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
hMm.. one week has passed! haha.. these few days no time update blog.. everytime online read ppl's blogs then offline le.. after that will start to revise work.. so hardworking rite. =s.. bt yaa.. this was wad i have been doing during the week.. so boring..zzz.. can't wait for the exams to be over!! then got chalet!! wahahaa.. i can't remember when izzit.. bt i remembered everytime we start to talk abt the chalet we had last year, we will become very excited.. haha.. it's like no matter how many times we mention abt the chalet also won't get sick of the topic.. guess it also brings back nice and memories to every1 bahh.. ahhh!!! stupid exams.. !%^&*(^#$%^&*..hMm.. if i am not wrong, i went to gek poh communtiy centre to study.. oh ya. the dae when i ps vanee they all nv eat pizza. opps.. actually didn't wanted to leave the hse de.. bt then there is phyics test on the next day. then i forgot to bring back my phyics stuff back home to study.. -__-" i was like totally unfamiliarised wif the topic.. so no choice bt to drag myself out of the hse.. hMm.. met andrew ky esther edwin and ky's cousin.. then i was brought into this very quiet room! omg.. damn quiet!!!! nobody talks in there.. total silence.. so.. it realli helps alot laa.. for u to concentrate.. bt too bad we got kicked out after that. cause we brought in food and drinks.. =) today i went out to study again.. okie. it is not studying. juz.. doing my a maths tys hw.. cause there is edwin!! wahahaa.. damn pro..i am jealous.. -__-" hMm.. had a great laugh today.. so stupid.. because of jiahao and vanee again.. the 2 lamers.. lol.. today ks very tiko!!! =s.. okie shall not go into details in case he comes and beats me up. =s he kept listening this song which i purposely sent him, called " behind those hazel eyes".. hahahaha.. okie. then dickson was doing maths until he became so stress.. haha.. relax relax.. hMm.. think thats all le bah.. every1 muz work hard k!!! persevere.. =s.. nitez all! take care!!
LemOn teA ^___~
9:35 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
today.. wahh.. lol..play until crazy.. we reached juying bus stop at 7 plus.. then saw chun sern, yu yong, keet yih.. etc.. plus vanee nia.. -__-" so me vanee and ky went to the mama shop to buy lanterns and drinks.. wah damn expensive lo! one small little lantern cost 60 cents.. buy 10.. 0.60 x 10 = $6.. excluding the stick k! one stick one dollar.. #$%^&*().. we rather pick tree branch.. hMm.. after that we also went inside the sch.. the security guard still ask us " frm juying?" ... of course la..! even if ppl who wanted to go in bt not frm juying, also can bluff mah..haiyo..lol.. ehh.. actually whole sch onli the pavillion there got decorate..lol.. so we went there.. then saw alot of ppl.. including the prefects.. etc.. wanted to buy lightsticks.. bt sold out!! *crys* and we got caught by mdm mak.. lol.. actually c her le i was deciding whether to call her anot.. then call le regret.. she ask y were we in home clothes and sort of hit me lightly on the shoulder.. haaaha.. opps..also saw mrs hon and miss ong talking.. hMm.. *push that aside*eHh.. after that return to the carpark and play.. not that fun yet..cause some ppl r missing.. so me and ivy spent our time by learning how to sing the cute ringing tone frm jiahao.. hahaa.. damn funny and cute lorz the song..ahh!! cute cute cute.. the tune is still in my head now.. hahahaa.. still got wad ar.. oh ya! curry got pushed down! wah.. i c him fall. "boom!" can feel that it is very pain.. plus his knee go down first..bwg..lol.. then.. we play candles for a while.. then.. joseph asked us to join them.. don't 1 grp 1 grp de.. then we sit one circle..play truth or dare.. -__-" no comments..lol.. i think generally today quite fun bah.. those who nv tio realli is lucky lo!! lol.. nt fair! =s.. hMm.. play until 10.45 like that then go home lo.. time passes very quickly juz now.. hahaa.. okie la.. update till here le.. take care! nitez
LemOn teA ^___~
11:58 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
wahaha.. ytd's CIP trip turned out to be quite fun.. hahaa.. when we were on the way there, val and the rest kept imitating kelly's way of singing.. so funny.. lol.. wahh the trip there took so long..can't remember where it is le..anyway.. when we first reached the place, we went for a briefing to noe more abt the children staying there.. like mrs hon said, i think most of us thought abt clarence immidiately when the woman was briefing us..at least this home allows the children to go to sch like the rest of us.. and return to their family.. imagine..clarence.. hab to stay there for so long cnt come out at all..he is juz more playful bah.. juz hope that he will change for the better when he comes out..at first we planned to play board games de.. bt then like very boring then got limited games.. so we changed our minds and went to play floorball (dunno izzit like that spell anot. =s ).. very fun!! we had difficulty in calling the children to join us and play.. cause think they too shy..so the malay girls went to chat wif them while the rest of us played among oursleves.. play until soo high!! hahaaa..noe y i prefer this game then captain's ball? cause i am s h o r t and s l o w. -___-".. ehh.. after that we realised we cnt continue juz playing like that.. so may called me and ym to call this girl in blue to join us.. wahh.. the girl damn shy.. i went to say hi and attracted her wif the sweets she juz hide her face wif her hands..then we go near her she ran away..! *cry* lol..bt the gd thing was, andrew came along and pulled some sporting kids over.. hahaa.. there was this small malay boy who looks damn cute!! called richard.. hahaa.. then when we were playing.. very relax de.. pretend to chase the ball actually juz taking tiny steps.. -__-" then when i got hold of the ball, i kept shouting " richard take richard take" =s.. opps.. wahaaha.. i am so biased.. bt who ask the bigger ones to bully him by always snatching the ball frm his hands. lol..after that pack up everything le..went up the bus.. everyone sweating like hell.. so hot.. then i think cause kept moving abt.. so i felt giddy.. then i close my eyes and tried to rest.. bt i think john was asking some riddles.. then every1 crowded ard to take turns to guess.. haha.. so could not sleep.. then went we left the sch.. every1 started guessing again.. so stupid de!! guess until horz... grrrr.. so frustrated..today.. hMm.. nth much.. papher wasn't in a gd mood this morning and i think i guessed wad had happened..cheer up k.. although i dunno when u will c this.. -__-" ehh.. then juz now go for the
sexuality education..wah.. damn dusgusting laa.. show the pictures of cases of stds.. c le feel like vomiting.. so er xin! then c the slides explaining how abortion is done.. arggh.. and! mrs hon said that so far she have met 4 cases of jyians getting pregnant..O_O.. shock dao.. lol..okie la. update till here le..bye!
LemOn teA ^___~
3:11 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
ahh.. so bored now.. think of later muz continue wif the hw left also sian..zzz..anyway.. ytd i spent almost the whole day doing maths.. sian lorz..the tys so difficult.. think until realli fed up.. i looked at the calender.. wahh.. abt 3 weeks later jiu end of year exam le.. think also stress..plus dunno sat nid to go back sch anot.. extra lehz.. exams coming le still got wad celebration.. and yet p.a everytime get looked down by other ppl.. c how much we sacrifice?? =s.. shity.. i don't want to go sch tml.. so sian.. i don't want to face ppl.. -__-" i want to post pics again.. XD
shuai
shuai
hah. i am jealous..=sif there is anything u r unhappy abt or something.. juz talk it out mah.. cause sometimes ppl can't tell whether u r happy or wadeva frm the outside..anyway i thought we were gd friends.. and gd friends hab nothing to hide frm each other.. if there is anything u want to comment abt me.. juz say it.. i rather u come and talk to me and tell me ur opinion abt me.. cause sometimes.. i also dunno wad am i doing.. i nid advises too.. maybe i am too sensitive.. bt i can sense that ppl r talking behind my back.. bt.. ehh.. juz want to say that u cnt juz look things frm the surface.. u would noe wad kind of person i am if u realli understand mee..
i am glad i can find friends whom i trust.. i treasure our friendship..
LemOn teA ^___~
11:27 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005
shity.. my whole post juz now is gone.. nid to retype.. anyway wad did i say juz now ar.. ehHh.. oh ya.. my father today super weird.. was super nice to me today.. when i woke up this morning, he prepared breakfast for me.. fry bacon some more! wah. i am so touched.. haha.. then he didn't even grumble when i ate infront of the com.. he even packed the storeroom.. lol.. so i c him so xin ku.. then sweat alot.. i went to the kitchen to pour a glass of cold water for him.. wahaha.. =D then found alot of pics..




hee.. the pictures abit too small.. bt i lazy to resize and do everything all over again.. -__-" cannot c andrew clearly horz? he last time very chubby 1.. bt everytime bully me.. =s.. anyway.. i also found my dad's photos.. hahaaa.. laughed like hell.. wait till u all c uncle mike's picture.. =s opps
LemOn teA ^___~
8:14 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
whee!! ytd's bbq was.. special.. =s.. wah ytd walk alot..frm my hse walk to ivy's hse.. then frm ivy's hse walk to bbq pit there.. then went to back home to get pails and torchlight.. then walk to dickson's hse get butter.. then walk to jp mit ky and esther.. then finally walk back to the pit again.. -__-" by that time vanee they all reached le.. then me ky esther went to buy drinks.. we very gd lehz! buy le then pour into cups serve the boys who were playing bball.. lol.. wahh..bwg.. haven't started eating they already play until very sweaty le.. esther so tiko lehz.. c other ppl play then comment on their looks.. -__-" was feeling so sian at that time.. cause it seemed that every1 was separated into groups.. then dunno wad to talk abt.. lol.. after that okie le bah.. vanee kip jumping abt then everytime ask me pei her dance.. *shake head* hahahaaah.. =s.. jk. leslie and ivy very cham.. almost every bbq they will be the ones to start the fire.. and start bbq-ing the food.. while we will juz stand ard and wait for the food.. so the considerate me went to help bbq also.. =s.. bt then think i very useless.. take the tongs used for picking charcoal..-__-" so wasted one chicken wing. then after that take correct tongs le, nv hold the chicken wing properly and so it dropped on the ground.. another chicken wing wasted. opps.. lol.. after that become me and dickson bbq-ing.. wah. the pit area realli very hot.. still got the irritating smoke.. then i ask them come help they bo hiu me.. -__-" so i pull peishan ( c? i nv call u zhen yi horz. ) come pei me.. hahaa.. hMm.. after that we realli bbq until cnt tahan le.. so stopped le.. haha.. rest.. in the meantime, ky ym and jh juz returned frm the provision shop to buy candles.. and started to use the candles and form dickson's name.. dickee.. haha.. me vanee and jh then walked to jp to buy 2 mini cakes.. haha.. so comical.. along the way the 3 of us kept laughing and laughing.. haha.. so long nv joke until so crazy wif jiahao le..miss those days lorz..anyway we saw putri too! i waved to her and said hi she directly call me to "shh!!" -__-" changed soo much le.. wahahaa.. after that we lighted the candles while dickson was not aware.. after that told him to come over.. lol.. then sang happi birthday song..haha..okie la.. the cake a little bit lame cause it is one tweety bird and bugs bunny on top de..and it is not exactly ur birthday ytd.. bt then.. gan dong mah dickson! haha..ehh.. then some of us sat down to chat.. haha.. so lame lo. esp vanee and jiahao. made me and ky laugh until like dunno wad. -__-" at that time can sense that andrew was feeling quite low.. bt we assumed that he shld be okie wif joel accompanying him.. we also went to help val find her doraemon (like that spell? ) head. =s. lol.. use hp light search the grass patch.. omg! saw many cockcroaches!! then val very very sad.. in the end inside her pants.. -__-" lol..now, the climax of the event. *drum roll* we went back to chat again.. then suddenly someone mentioned the word "2 minute". if u pronnouce it in another way, it would sound like " TU- MI- nit" which stands for tommy's nickname.. =s.. then andrew was like laughing and mumbling to himself.. like sot sot de.. even say jiehui's name he also laugh.. too stressed up le.. -__-"anyway after that think it was time to go back le.. thanks horz dickson. i admit i little bit scared if tell me to walk home alone.. although its juz a short distance frm the pit.. lol.. yala. i am useless.. -__-" then dickson edwin and ky send andrew home. although ky and edwin suddenly alight frm the bus.. lol! then i think amos and ah pOo send joel home.. wahh.. so united lehz.. haha.. hMm.. okie la.. i stop here le.. the weather these few days damn hot! muz drink lots of water.. cause this is not the right time to fall sick.. haha.. shit. feeling giddy after typing for so long.. -__-" every1 take care!
LemOn teA ^___~
2:01 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
wheee!! today was such a fun day.. haha.. at first very sian de.. thought i whole day zi bi liao.. cause jh ar..ky ar.. all nv go.. onli got me vanee may ivy dickson and kengsiang.. so weird horz the combination.. lol.. then while waiting for ivy and may to come, we nth to do anyhow walk in jp.. -__-" plus almost all the shops still haven't open..then we went in long john silver wait for 11 am to arrive so can buy the lunch de.. haha.. only vanee eated..=s.. okie then we sat mrt.. frm boon lay to commonwealth.. listened to may's HEBE mp3.. hee.. so nice.. soon we reached and waited for ming rong to lead the way to her sch.. ACS international lehz!! haha.. all along i thought all the ACS schools are along the bukit timah road.. till today then noe its not.. so sua gu..-__-" the weather was damn hot! and along the way to ming rong's sch, we hab to walk up a small hill.. i was worried that i might roll down the hill when climbing up so i very kan chiong then reach the top le, dickson told me i juz stepped on a lizard that ran past in the grass.. O_O.. er xin laa..imagine the lizard so near to my feet.. er xin.. lizards.. disugusting creatures!!!! we reached the school after abt 10 min.. ehh.. the carnival.. at one glance.. can c alot of adults.. and the sch students..very few outsiders.. lol.. so felt a lttle bit weird..the games also the students there play de.. bt at least we get the chance to explore the school!! haha.. nice nice nice!! the lockers horz. so new.. then the walls of the classroom along the pathway, is made up of transparent glass!! O_O.. so cool lehz.. the p.a system!! omg! bwg.. song dedication = one board to control music + one whole row of lap tops to play the song..O_O.. and the songs can realli be heard everywhere! even the toilet! -__-" our sch horz. make annoucement, in classroom onli can hear half of it nia.. =s.. we could not decide how to spend our $10 coupons.. so we went to use them on food! the most practical thing to do. haha.. the prata was nice..=s.. we decided to leave the place after eating.. cnt bear to leave the place..! cause very rare can c ming rong.. haha.. she looked as cheerful and cute, like the past..! miss her lots..anyway we headed for cineleisure to catch a movie.. herbie.. lol.. quite a nice movie.. better then charlie n the chocolate factory..=s..inside the cinema, got quite a few ang moh kids.. very noisy! haha.. dickson was angry at first.. bt after a while he also follow them noisy.. -__- anyway after that we went to take neoprints! haha.. so long nv take le.. bt unfortunately, first time round unsuccessful.. everytime like that de..-__-".. and somemore its the same machine that val wy and me took at causeway point!! argh.. forget our mistake.. nv choose 6 pics b4 decorating.. grr.. waste $$.. then we took one more time.. lol..after that home sweet home! muz thank dickson for accompanying me to walk home..! he say got wad molesters.. -__-" okie now that the teachers day peformance is over, kind of miss those days when we were busy rehearsing..! haha.. realli fun lehz.. plus horz. go out still xi guan c wad thing retro.. -__-".. hMm.. next event to look forward to : lantern fastival? lol.. after that exams!! gd luck to every1 esp those taking their big paper.. play hard le now its time to study hard too! jiayou! =s..
LemOn teA ^___~
7:21 PM